Im surrounded by obligations, problems, wants, and needs. This school year is coming to a close and it feels like the workload is just piling on. I wish i had a good 3 days to just sit down and knock every assignment out one by one, but since i have to work, getting a good 3 days to myself is next to impossible, 6 days out of the week im either at school or at work, and the one day i get off, im too tired to do anything, or i just wanna sit around playing xbox, or watching T.v.
I want so many things, so i need to work.
so asking for a couple weeks off is out of the picture, besides, if i dont work i wont even be able to get to school. How ironic is that?
On top of all that im having majour problems with the home/family life... im not gonna get into it, but im the type of guy that doesnt show when somethings bothering me, im the type of guy that doesnt want anyone to help me with anything, so the people that know me would never even sense anything is wrong. I like to keep my problems to myself, i hate having people feel remorse for me.
But with all that being said all this pressure is slowly becoming to much to handle and little by little im starting to feel as if
... I Cant Deal
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